i'm sad.

i'm SAD. 1. i didn't choose to join choir in SOT ministries. and everybody else went for auditions today. =( 2. because of the above, i cannot focus on my studies. i'm just too affected. hai. thanks ppl for listening to me whine. i just am really very sad for some reason. special thanks to jean taking up the challenge i gave her and even adding a joke to it. haha. the joke really quite funny. HAHA. thanks to ai for saying something so funny cos its so straightforward. "i'm not annabelle so i can't let you join." haha tickled me like anything. thanks to pitto for being right beside me and praying for me. hmm who else did i whine to. thanks to david for attempting to encourage me when still dealing with the shock that i'm in SOT and yet i didn't tell him. thanks to tian for helping me out by making my sadness sound like it is such a big thing so i won't feel stupid. hahaha. lastly, to the last person i am going to whine to, thanks to mic for making her way down to find me right now to hear me whine about it.