a day with many thoughts

COM232 can either be a nightmare or a redeeming point. Always better to stick to the positive. so i'll strike you off nightmare and view it as some kind of REDEMPTION for me. like the discovery of CREATIVE SHEILA in the ART sense. yes you saw right. i mean ART not artS mind you. Bernice, just when i need you here, you're gone. haha.

Quite exciting la. I'm like returning to childhood, to try to DRAW again. hmm. Highlight of this whole thing is SHOPPING for art supplies! hee. like pencils, colouring tools, marker and SKETCHBOOK. in a bid to really do my best this sem, i foresee myself spending alot of time getting inspiration at nice scenic places like the beach or somewhere out in nature. plans plans.

my thots aren't really flowing well ah. as you can read. abit haphazard kinda writing. bad. bad.

Kinda caught in between wanting to cont the AIA job cos of the money, and yet not wanting cos of the time. I need more time to run and swim to prepare for 42km. Also need more time to focus on academics and push up my GPA (can't keep maintaining at this status quo thing for 3 sem consecutively right!). but then again, i want a laptop of my own and possible overseas trips and some savings. hai. i guess, i just really have to plan out my time and work out something that'd give me the best of both worlds.

I was just watching olympics track and field with my family. And this woman is inspiration man.

"Yelena Isinbaeva failed on all but her last attempt at setting the world record for women in the pole vault." (quoted from an online article )

she is inspiration to me bcos

1. she got DAMN NICE SOLID ABS. (i'll be working towards them as much as i can)

2. and really, its not how you start but how you end.