hello, good life, where are you?

pits latest post really got to me. its really true la that our feelings will sway our beliefs in ourselves. was feeling damn lousy today. like nothing is going very right these few days. Missed 2 quizzes. Was late for another. ma-lued myself hosting a formal event. well, at least the stressful part of the week is gone. now all's better. while watching all the merry-go-rounds, all the ferris wheels, all the hot-air balloons, all the laughter and joy of the people in the foreground, i feel sad la, really, knowing that none of these can ever belong to me in the near future.