Party Woes

i've concluded that parties are for the rich. 

i have an ideal 21st party in mind, but ideal as it may be, it can only stay in my mind. 

SADDDDDDDD. 

level 2 of desires cafe really sounds damn good to me. but $800 for booking alone and $30 per head for food is not just out of the budget, but WAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OUUUUTTTT of the budget. 

i'm thinking, if i can't have a party i'd enjoy and like, maybe i should not have one at all. =(