- shopped abit at Sunway Pyramid Mall (i think that's wat its called)
- had supper with Pst Kong
- acted like 12 different stories over 3 svcs. xiong...
- went for foot reflexology for the 1st time!
the CHCKL people were very hospitable and friendly. i guess it really is the CHC DNA flowing in all the CHC churches. =)
besides the above mentioned highlights, i must say it is really a privilege to be able to go and serve God and Pst together with people in DM whom i really really look up to: the bosses--> Sandy and Jaslynn, Weelee, Bernard, Adrian, Calvin, Baoli and Ben. Really thank God and the bosses for giving me the chance to go this time round. i'm keeping my fingers crossed that sch doesn't clash with taiwan!!
i had a NUA day at home today tgt with sheena. we really have the same DNA man. we nuaed the whole day tgt lor. watched Zoolander over lunch then aft that went to nap the afternoon away. haha. i needed the sleep la. was quite tired out over the weekend. i was just thinking about how urgently i need a job/internship and how lost i am as to where to get started finding one. i'm hoping i'd at least get something sent out by tml.. anyway i checked my results and i'm not exactly very happy with them la. quite saddened by it. my GPA is dropping sem by sem. which is not really ideal nor desirable at all for a gonna be year 3 student.
i was just pondering about dreams and stuff. sometimes two years back i've had dreams of acting on stage in church, to do video announcements and i told some of my closer friends about them. i mean you'd want to share your dreams with people whom you know will support you and not have those "who do you think you are to have this kind dreams" thoughts. it seems that humans are very dissatisfied creatures, when we have some, we want more and then we seem to momentarily forget that what we have now was what we had wanted in the past. so i'm really thankful that at this point in my life, i can be serving God in the way i do, doing the little i can to contribute to the whole body of Christ.
i'm determined to push forward to the bright future ahead for me. despite my not so awesome results, i'm gonna believe that i can still improve myself during this hols and land myself an internship real soon. despite my sometimes low-self-esteemy thoughts of myself, i'm still gonna improve myself to be able to serve better in drama, VA and citynews. despite the setbacks i've faced, the struggles i've had that i'll still serve my cellgroup and be a faithful helper to Leila. that despite everthing, i'm gonna put my life in God's hands and trust that He'll make me the person i'm meant to be.
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