Saturday, September 03, 2011

holler

just wanted to say "hi".

a few sweet moments this week:
- completed 16.8km run within my target of 2hrs (last sun)
- a public holiday spent at ikea with double j, poop & wayne.
- a phone call and prayer which made me cry buckets and showed me that God is real.
- an unexpected thumbdrive with modern family season 2. it was a magical gift on a friday night (since saturdays are my stay-home tv/video/movie day.)
- new movies from wayne also timely for my much treasured saturday!
- having the house to myself on saturday.

and another sweet moment to come:
- completing 21km within my target of 2.5hrs (fingers crossed) tml.

keep you posted on my run.

but anyway, yesterday, after 15 years, i finally did it.
yes, i told the girl at the yamaha counter, "i'd like to terminate my course."
and that's that, it should have been said earlier. but i guess, i've reached a point where i could really use a break and not be hard on myself for needing one.

i still love music, maybe i can make music better now without the burden. but a part of me knows, and i will hold myself to the words i speak here, that i will come back and finish at least my grade 6.

ending this post with a pic of me and a parrot i saw at elana's pirates' party. i used to have an exact same parrot when i was little! dig out the photo next time! (: 

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